Closure. The last lap.
Spring cleaning.. part of my agenda.. never like to do that.. No choice.. gonna surrender the house on the 15th.. Argh.. no time left.. Procrastination kills.. cannot anymore..
The house is left with too much memories.. It used to be a love loft.. wonderful.. cosy.. warm and comfortable.. Now it is cold.. quite and meaningless.. Time to part.. say good bye..
I need a set of wheels.. my red devil is not up to it.. Two rooms of stuff.. all gonna move.. I also need hands.. I only got 2.. there are too much to handle! Ah.. stress!
The exitement for the both of us.. Chosing the unit.. collected the keys.. chosing the colour.. design and doing it up.. seems like just happened yesterday.. Now.. just a big chunk of mess to clear.. and lots of feelings to pack up.. 7yrs is too long and draggy.. sorry to have wasted your time. I will be punished for that.. if that will make you feel better.. move on and live well!
Pictures perfect moments.. got a big box of it.. will be my most precious procession. Its priceless and never gonna lose it. Only thing left between us.
Ironic.. Times were bad.. when i have her.. struggling for survival and cannot give her time.. Now i got wat i strive for.. i got no one to share with.. You gain some you lose some..
A wonderful women.. caring,independent, strong, beautiful, intelligent and capable.. Thanks for the time.. Its my greatest lost not being able to have you.. Count myself lucky to have met you. I cannot say that i miss you but you definately left an impression. All the best to you!
Sitted within the same 4 walls… memories running through my mind.. the same music playing in the background.. The feeling of emptyness.. Say goodbye…
